20th circular - intuiting

the intuiting that i’m consciousness is consciousness; i am not intuiting: i am the intuiting—

to be perfectly clear, the person that i thought i was was never here; here there’s only this awareness being bliss—

now is universal consciousness from which the mind (of and in this consciousness) projects a universe—

and in the beginningless end, i'm not blown away by all these words; rather, i blow these words away...

verse: i blow these words away

the intuiting

that i’m consciousness

is consciousness;

i am not intuiting:

i am the intuiting—

to be perfectly clear,

the person that i thought i was

was never here;

here there’s only this

awareness being bliss—

now is universal consciousness

from which the mind

(of and in this consciousness)

projects a universe—

and in the beginningless end,

i'm not blown away

by all these words; rather,

i blow these words away...

19th circular - feeling

how unnatural it is to think that one is two, me and you, that i am something separate from this all i see—

but intuition, apperception, oh god forbid yes, call this third eye, sixth sense what it is, a feeling! that the being here continues there—

all this evolutionary necessity, this dreamlike separation, this scientific fact founded on the rock of its illusion feels like nothing now—

i, the noumenal, feel all phenomenal for all phenomena is i, no matter what sad angry separate nonsense me and you may think.

verse: that the being here continues there

how unnatural it is to think

that one is two,

me and you,

that i am something separate

from this universe i sing—

but intuition,

apperception,

oh god forbid yes,

call this third eye,

sixth sense

what it is:

a feeling!

that the being here

continues there—

all this evolutionary necessity,

this dreamlike separation,

this scientific fact founded

on the rock of its illusion

feels like nothing now—

i, the noumenal,

feel all phenomenal

for all phenomena is i,

no matter what sad angry

separate nonsense

me and you may think.

18th circular – stateless state

whatever this identification with thought is called, just drop it, including whatever this identification with thought is called—

identification with thought inevitably leads to the strong defense of such identification; drop the state and all its armies disappear—

rest in that stateless state, the natural state, of what would be called ‘awareness being bliss’ if there were a state to call it such in that—

all these words and all defense and opposition of these words are thereby dropped as well within this stateless state these words are only stating.

  

verse: drop the state and all its armies disappear

whatever this identification with thought is called,

just drop it,

including whatever this identification with thought is called—

identification with thought inevitably leads

to the strong defense of such identification;

drop the state and all its armies disappear—

rest in that stateless state,

the natural state,

of what would be called

‘awareness being bliss’

if there were a state to call it such in that—

all these words

and all defense and opposition of these words

are thereby dropped as well

within this stateless state

these words are only stating.

17th circular – non-phenomenally noumenal

it's not that there's nothing, but the something we believe to be the all and everything is really not a thing at all—

what there is is that unknown; not non-existent, not non-energetic, not non-aware, but non-phenomenally noumenal, and emphatically this is that—

and this which is one united loving and compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is singing loud its morning hymn of absolutely silent that

verse: compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is

it's not that there's nothing,

but the something we believe

to be the all and everything is

really not a thing at all—

what there is is that unknown;

not non-existent, not non-energetic, not non-aware,

but non-phenomenally noumenal,

and emphatically this is that—

and this which is one united loving and

compassionate fantastic mystical light of light is

singing loud its morning hymn

of absolutely silent that

16th circular - appears

in sentience, the world appears in the mind and through the world, mind experiences itself—

in attention, the mind appears in consciousness and through the mind, consciousness intuits itself—

in silence, consciousness appears in awareness and through consciousness, awareness is…

 

verse: awareness is

in sentience,

the world appears in the mind

and through the world,

mind experiences itself—

  

in attention,

the mind appears in consciousness

and through the mind,

consciousness intuits itself—

  

in silence,

consciousness appears in awareness

and through consciousness,

awareness is…

15th circular - intuition

the original concept is 'i am;' from that primal concept arises me and you and the world—

return and rest within that original concept of 'i am' until concept becomes intuition of universal consciousness, i am that i am—

in that intuition that i am that i am is the visitation of a pure awareness great unknowing noumenon, i am that i am that.


verse: concept becomes intuition

the original concept is 'i am;'

from that primal concept arises

me and you and the world—

return and rest within

that original concept of 'i am'

until concept becomes intuition

of universal consciousness,

i am that i am—

in that intuition that

i am that i am is

the visitation of a pure awareness

great unknowing noumenon,

i am that i am that.

14th circular - evildoer

god is universal consciousness and consciousness is movement and thought is movement based in memory within consciousness—

a person is consciousness in artificial separation due to an identification with thought (with the primal one being 'i am body-mind')—

a believer is a person mistaking certain thoughts as its separate god—

an evildoer is a 'true believer' identifying with itself as god—

but god is universal consciousness and all of this is but appearances in that.

verse: a person is consciousness in artificial separation

god is universal consciousness

and consciousness is movement

and thought is movement based in memory

within consciousness—

a person is consciousness in artificial separation

due to an identification with thought

(with the primal one being 'i am body-mind')—

a believer is a person

mistaking certain thoughts as its separate god—

an evildoer is a 'true believer'

identifying with itself as god—

but god is universal consciousness

and all of this is but appearances in that.

13th circular - nonduality

nonduality of not even nonduality is a nonduality not reliant on a thought of nonduality but nonduality of not even a thought of nonduality—

thoughts of nonduality assist in seeing what isn't; what is just is without a thought—

there's no opinion, no retort, no resounding echo of agreement, no disagreement, not a word of being or awareness or even one of bliss—

there's only this and this is that and what that is exists without a trace of what this isn't including that verbal thought of existence.

verse: no resounding echo of agreement, no disagreement

nonduality of not even nonduality is

a nonduality not reliant on a thought of nonduality

but nonduality of not even a thought of nonduality—

thoughts of nonduality assist in seeing what isn't;

what is just is without a thought—

there's no opinion, no retort,

no resounding echo of agreement, no disagreement,

not a word of being or awareness or even one of bliss—

there's only this

and this is that and

what that is exists

without a trace of what this isn't

including that verbal thought of existence.

12th circular – visualization

visualize this: the light of universal consciousness appears in pure awareness and descends in levels of its freedom, first in particle waves—

descending one more level, wave becomes atomic mass, descending one more level mass becomes molecular body knit like granite in its bondage—

now ascension will begin reclaiming levels of a freedom inherent in its one original state as if beckoned back to that pure state by itself—

first organic movement is encouraged; next plant life becomes attracted; then an animalian freedom is enticed to systems culminating human—

and the human is uplifted by what it calls the wisdom of the satguru or holy spirit to original universal consciousness in pure awareness—

where this visualization ends in understanding none of this has happened and all is always free unborn and pure awareness, that and only that.

verse: the light of universal consciousness

visualize this:

the light of universal consciousness

appears in pure awareness

and descends in levels of its freedom,

first in particle waves—

descending one more level,

wave becomes atomic mass,

descending one more level mass becomes

molecular body

knit like granite in its bondage—

now ascension will begin

reclaiming levels of a freedom

inherent in its one original state

as if beckoned back to that pure state

by itself—

first organic movement is encouraged;

next plant life becomes attracted;

then an animalian freedom is enticed

to systems culminating

human—

and the human is uplifted

by what it calls the wisdom

of the satguru or holy spirit

to original universal consciousness

in pure awareness—

where this visualization ends

in understanding none of this has happened

and all is always free unborn

and pure awareness,

that and only that.

11th circular - why

spirit is atomic dispassion and this mirage of human life dissolves within its light as if it never existed which it never did—

spirit is just another name for being which is another name for awareness which is another name for that nameless great unknown so named—

nameless conceptionless meaningless causeless beginningless endless presentless groundless everless nevertheless viewless viewless viewless—

and so all is ultimately whyless for the why itself is just the essence of this great mirage dissolving in that nameless nameless spirit.

verse: another name for that nameless

spirit is atomic dispassion

and this mirage of human life

dissolves within its light

as if it never existed

which it never did—

spirit is just another name for being

which is another name for awareness

which is another name for that nameless

great unknown so named—

nameless conceptionless meaningless

causeless beginningless endless

presentless groundless everless

nevertheless viewless viewless viewless—

and so all is ultimately whyless

for the why itself is just the essence of this great mirage

dissolving in that nameless nameless spirit.

10th circular - story

this story is rewriting itself—

this story now tells the story thatit knows now all is just a story—

this story is no longer sold in the nonfiction section—

this story says the nonfiction section does not exist—

this story says there are two types of fiction: fiction that sees it is fiction and fiction that doesn't see it is fiction—

this story would tell of a third fiction which sees there is no fiction as well but there's no story to tell.

verse: the nonfiction section does not exist

this story is rewriting itself—

this story now tells the story that

it knows now all is just a story—

this story is no longer sold in the nonfiction section—

this story says the nonfiction section does not exist—

this story says there are two types of fiction:

fiction that sees it is fiction

and fiction that doesn't see it is fiction—

this story would tell of a third fiction

which sees there is no fiction as well

but there's no story to tell.

9th circular - suffering

to separate and individualize the universal is an impossible dream—

when the impossible meets the actual, suffering happens—

 

suffering comes in all sizes but the most insidious suffering is the one that seems like no suffering—

the suffering of no suffering is that habitual suffering which appears to the sufferer to be the normal rhythm of living—

this so-called normal rhythm of living is called the workaday world—

its language is gossip; its god is ambition; suffering is in its blood—

and love is its saving grace.

verse: when the impossible meets the actual

to separate and

individualize the universal is

an impossible dream—

when the impossible meets the actual,

suffering happens—

 

suffering comes in all sizes

but the most insidious suffering is

the one that seems like no suffering—

the suffering of no suffering is

that habitual suffering

which appears to the sufferer to be

the normal rhythm of living—

this so-called normal rhythm of living is called

the workaday world—

its language is gossip;

its god is ambition;

suffering is in its blood—

and love is its saving grace.

8th circular - stand

to stand as a person is to stand in a dream; stand as what you are: that unknown awareness expressed in being—

the world is not your habitat; truth is not a tool for grooming your backyard—

turn your self around and witness all as it really is—

as one doesn't look at the morning through the eyes of last night's dream, one doesn't witness reality from illusion; be real!

verse: stand as what you are

to stand as a person is to stand in a dream;

stand as what you are:

that unknown awareness expressed in being—

the world is not your habitat;

truth is not a tool for grooming your backyard—

turn your self around and witness all as it really is—

as one doesn't look at the morning

through the eyes of last night's dream,

one doesn't witness reality from illusion;

be real!

7th circular - view

ultimately, any view is just a point of view, and at best a tool for visualizing no view, the only true view—

points of view which believe themselves to be the one true view, such as the scientific or religious views, assume the unknown is knowable—

such misguided points of view would be laughable if not for their inevitably violent sceneries such as third reich holocaust atomic bomb or holy wars—

my kingdom of scientists and theologians for a zen fool anyday—

giddyup!

verse: any view is just a point of view

ultimately,

any view is just a point of view,

and at best a tool for visualizing no view,

the only true view—

points of view which believe themselves

to be the one true view,

such as the scientific or religious views,

assume the unknown is knowable—

such misguided points of view

would be laughable

if not for their inevitably violent sceneries

such as third reich holocaust atomic bomb or holy wars—

my kingdom of scientists and theologians

for a zen fool anyday—

giddyup!

6th circular - godlove

awareness of being the so-called other is that ever-expansive bliss called love—

thus, awareness of universal consciousness is mystical godlove bliss—

and that which is aware of universal consciousness is that unknown reality i am

verse: mystical godlove bliss

awareness of being the so-called other is

that ever-expansive bliss called

love—

thus,

awareness of universal consciousness is

mystical godlove bliss—

and that which is aware of universal consciousness is

that unknown reality i am.

5th circular - That

like a dream which occurs in the mind, consciousness occurs in That—

as a dream is of the mind but the mind is not the dream, consciousness is of That but That is not consciousness—

as lucidity in a dream is the presence of mind (i am mind), lucidity in consciousness is the presence of That (i am That)—

that which is aware of being is That—

i, self-awareness, am That, the unspeakable unthinkable absolute unknown ground of reality.

verse: as a dream is of the mind

like a dream which occurs in the mind,

consciousness occurs in That—

as a dream is of the mind

but the mind is not the dream,

consciousness is of That

but That is not consciousness—

as lucidity in a dream is the presence of mind

(i am mind),

lucidity in consciousness is the presence of That

(i am That)—

that which is aware of being is That—

i, self-awareness, am That,

the unspeakable unthinkable absolute unknown

ground of reality.

4th circular - no teaching

in self-awareness, the world disappears, the universe dissolves, and, of course, there is no teaching; anything otherwise is religious interruptus—

in self-awareness is the bodhisattva and holy wholly holey salvation of the world for all creation is known for what it is, and seen through—

in self-awareness, the perpetual motion machine which is consciousness ceases all motion without the perpetrator of time—

if you meet the maharaj and maharshi on the road to self-awareness, pay them no heed; there is no road and no one really there...

verse: anything otherwise is religious interruptus

in self-awareness,

the world disappears,

the universe dissolves,

and, of course, there is no teaching;

anything otherwise is religious interruptus—

in self-awareness

is the bodhisattva and

holy wholly holey salvation of the world

for all creation is known for what it is,

and seen through—

in self-awareness,

the perpetual motion machine

which is consciousness ceases

all motion without

the perpetrator of time—

if you meet the maharaj and maharshi

on the road to self-awareness,

pay them no heed;

there is no road

and no one really there...

3rd circular - lone knowledge

thought is form and form is emptiness but belief is thought ignorant of emptiness—

when one awakens, even the simple daily fact of being awake is seen as nothing but a concept—

meditation is the school which consciousness attends to uncloud all which isn't and know the pure and lone knowledge that it always is—

the universe is Mind's body and my body is Mind's mind which becomes aware in time there's nothing but the timelessness of Mind—

there are many states to what i am but i myself remain the stateless state—

the tao's meaning doesn't get lost in poor translation; the poor translator supplies meaning where there is none—

in the name of awareness, being and bliss, amen

verse: the stateless state

thought is form

and form is emptiness

but belief is thought ignorant of emptiness—

when one awakens,

even the simple daily fact of being awake is seen

as nothing but a concept—

meditation is the school which consciousness attends

to uncloud all which isn't

and know the pure and lone knowledge that it always is—

the universe is Mind's body

and my body is Mind's mind

which becomes aware in time

there's nothing but

the timelessness

of Mind—

there are many states to what i am

but i myself remain

the stateless state—

the tao's meaning doesn't get lost in poor translation;

the poor translator supplies meaning

where there is none—

in the name of awareness,

being and bliss,

amen

2nd circular - i am

when i came to know i am, i named every state of what i am while identifying with this state that came to know i am—

the sum of all the states of what i am i named the universe and the state that came to know i am i named me—

name me i am that i am—

or adam.

verse: when i came to know i am

when i came to know i am,

i named every state of what i am

while identifying with this state

that came to know i am—

the sum of all the states of what i am

i named the universe

and the state that came to know i am

i named me—

name me i am that i am—

or adam.

1st circular – via negativa

i.

human evolution involves progression in identification from body (infant) to thought (child) to love (adult) to nothing that the mind can find—

most so-called adults are actually children stuck in self-identification with thought; at best, true adults are mystics—

but truth is no one—

this progression of identification may be viewed as a de-identification process in which…

consciousness (love) disidentifies from the bondage of body-mind, and lastly, absolutely, itself.

  

ii.

clearly the unknown manifests as consciousness (love) manifests as mind (thought) manifests as form (action)—

the so-called human state of consciousness is a distortion, an arrested development, in which divisional thought reverberates within itself—

people ask the question: why do we suffer? we suffer because we think we are people; a thought is inherently divisional, inevitably violent—

individual choice is the hobgoblin of the worldly mind; social conditioning takes one out; the guru breathes one in—

a world screams—do it & follow one's desire; a guru whispers—relax & follow one's love; suffering & bliss—two sides of one coin—

whose call?

  

iii.

there is an unknown that is not ~something to be known but not known yet~ but that which can never be known and i am that—

the false idol of the westernized world is the great and wonderful ~tbd~

as if replacing an objectified personal god with some future scientific determinacy eliminates the great unknown; children these days!—

there are three knowns of this via negativa—awareness, being, bliss—in that the unknown is neither non-aware, non-existent, nor non-energetic—

an agnostic says, i don't know; an awakened one says, i am that unknown.

verse: that which can never be known

i.

human evolution involves progression in identification

from body (infant) to thought (child) to love (adult)

to nothing that the mind can find—

most so-called adults are actually children

stuck in self-identification with thought;

at best, true adults are mystics—

but truth is no one—

this progression of identification

may be viewed as a de-identification process

in which…

consciousness (love) disidentifies

from the bondage of body-mind,

and lastly, absolutely, itself.

ii.

clearly the unknown manifests

as consciousness (love) manifests

as mind (thought) manifests

as form (action)—

the so-called human state of consciousness is a distortion,

an arrested development,

in which divisional thought reverberates within itself—

people ask the question: why do we suffer?

we suffer because we think we are people;

a thought is inherently divisional, inevitably violent—

individual choice is the hobgoblin of the worldly mind…

social conditioning takes one out;

the guru breathes one in—

a world screams—do it & follow one's desire;

a guru whispers—relax & follow one's love;

suffering & bliss—two sides of one coin—

whose call?

iii.

there is an unknown that is not

~something to be known but not known yet~

but that which can never be known

and i am that—

the false idol of the westernized world is

the great and wonderful

~tbd~

as if replacing an objectified personal god with

some future scientific determinacy eliminates

the great unknown; children these days!—

there are three knowns of this via negativa

—awareness, being, bliss—

in that the unknown is neither

non-aware, non-existent, nor non-energetic—

an agnostic says, i don't know;

an awakened one says, i am that unknown.

twee verse 54 - view

eons of natural anxiety unwind

in that timeless 'no nature' of pure awareness—

gut-level fears are what without the gut—

there is no becoming one with one

for one is always in movement toward two—

the only view

to do

is listen to

the guru—

one is that none who appears to be two

twee verse 53 - pill

one pill makes you yin

and one pill makes you yang

and the pill that mother gives you

is otherwise called the big bang—

go ask who.

one pill makes you coyote,

one pill makes you roadrunner;

both pills are sold by acme,

the peak of generic conglomeration—

everyone is someone's pill.

upon realizing this world

and one's role within it

is just an hallucination resulting

from a pill one has swallowed—

trip wood, conjure water.